numero uno

I'm exactly 22 weeks and 1 day pregnant. My baby girl is due November 1, 2008. I'm pretty stoked, but scared all in one emotion. People like to ignore me. I think it's because they don't understand me. They fear me, when there is nothing to fear [that is if you don't piss me off.] I'm a little bit crazy, but who isn't now-a-days? I have a best friend who is an official bad ass. She makes me proud :]. So much that I'm going to name my daughter after her. I have a roomate that is a complete, let's just say dumbass, but I have to love her. Unfortunately I seem to have forgotten how to open up. Or may be I never really knew, I just had that one person who knew before I ever said anything. She still knows, it's just hard with her being 4000 miles away. It's bed time, I have to be for work at 545AM. joy :]