i love how someone who calls me their best friend can be so self centered and so disrespectful. she doesnt even think about how i'm going to feel when she does half the crap she does. she ditches me to hang out with MY friend whom she knows i have feelings for and it's supposed to be ok. i'm supposed to not care when i'm left home alone while she goes to the beach with him and his friends. she bails out on fireworks with me so she can get drunk and wander over to his place. she say's they're friends too etc. well i hope he's half as good as a friend i ever was because you just lost me.
there's only one person in this world who has NEVER made me feel betrayed or fucked me over. she's 4000miles away and it sucks, because she's the only person i trust. and i really do mean the ONLY person that i trust.
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oh, yes... there was last years fourth of July & then last, LAST years fourth of july.
tee! hee!!!!
i miss you so much heather marie. its 10:22 pm here. i gotta be at work tomorrow. another long day. ugh...
i was thinking about this earlier. ive lived in several different places and NEVER keep in touch with people... except for you. i don't keep in touch with anyone in fayetteville except for you. you're my best friend in the whole world. i will NEVER betray you. i will never go hang out with someone else when you and i are suppose to listen to Oasis & watch fireworks. if i go to the beach, your globe-lookin-bellys going with me. & i don't give a shit who gets all pissy that i hang out with YOU instead of THEM. there is not one person from North Carolina to California that means more to me than you.
got it?
love, rae
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