i forgot what number i was on...

but all i have to say is that i hate having feelings for someone. it blows. i always end up getting hurt, never do i end up happy. i wish i could just give it all up but it's just not that easy. i can't stand being alone, yet i can never get it right when i'm with someone. so much is on my mind, i don't even feel like talking about it. i want to be happy.