f.o.u.r.

well after i had my talk with boy, i feel a lot better having that all off my chest. i only wish his response would have been different, but i can't control how he feels. i feel that i can move on and get over it with more ease now knowing for sure that he doesn't feel the same as i do. i feel that i can now accept things and just be friends. there's someone out there for me, i just havent found him yet. i only hope i find him soon, i'm rather tired of looking. and VERY tired of finding all the wrong ones. on top of all this, i now have rae lynn to take into consideration and she deserves to have someone there too, but only the right someone.